I AM SERIOUSLY MAD ABOUT IT

WELL I GUESS ILL WRITE A YEARLY WRAP UP BECAUSE THAT TIM FLUP GUY SAID TO

Somehow, I managed to survive another year!

My wrap up is going to be different from everyone else's, because I'm not a professional content creator, I'm just an amateur who loves art, loves animation, loves music, loves gaming---- and loves newgrounds.

I've been here (on newgrounds)for almost 20 years!!! 🙀

I managed to do half of Inktober (and I actually ended up selling most of this artwork.)

I donated around $500 to newgrounds this year. If you can, consider becoming a supporter. Newgrounds doesn't sell your data and the goal is for Newgrounds to be totally ad free. And the BEST part about Newgrounds is that there are no freaking bots or algorithms running the place like crappy Facebook.

You wanna talk to our CEO? Tag him. He'll show up. 💁‍♀️ @TomFulp

He won't buy us any Mexican food but you know. Way better than Zuckerberg. 🤖

PERSONAL JUNK 👇👇👇👇👇

There's a lot I'd like to say here about my personal life's events this year, but I can't.

I had a very busy year.

I stood up for my beliefs and I maintained my integrity and there was a situation(s) in which I spoke up regarding the ethics of said situation and I'm proud of me and my loved ones are proud of me and I know I did the right thing--- but it cost me, and it cost me big.

And that's all I can say about that matter.

Doing what's right isn't always doing what's easy.

But I'm sleeping well at night. 🙃

Despite that ominous detail--- I got to experience a lot of good this year.

My niece (who used to live with me. Some of yall remember her) had a baby! He's adorable as hell. I've been snuggling him a lot.

My oldest of my 57 kids I had with @kidray76 and @FUNKbrs graduated college and got a job immediately. He's a biologist and loves his job. He did have to relocate to Texas, so I miss him.

I went to see the total solar eclipse, which was incredible

BTW. I also got to see the northern lights, here in freaking Louisiana! And that comet!!!

I went to the beach several times.

I went all the way to California! Went to all the locations from Fallout New Vegas, Disneyland, the LaBrea tar Pits--crossed off a lot of bucket list places.

I had to have thyroid surgery 👎

But my biopsy was clear and I recovered quickly 👍

🎄 I mailed out like 30ish Christmas cards this year. If you never got yours, lemme know in the comments just so I can double check addresses next year.

🎅 I had a decent Christmas break. I went to see a ton of Christmas lights in Marshall, TX. It was pretty. Then we went to a local Italian place where the owner was from Brooklyn. It was legit.

🪅 Goals for 2025? The older I get, the less resolutions mean. I just want peace.

I want to work hard on my health--- not so much getting skinny or hot. Just health

I want to go on my first cruise.

(You ever been on a cruise? Hmu. What do I need to know?)

I want to go visit my little sister who moved to New York.

Other than that, no big plans. I just want to see my circle of friends and loved ones happy.

AND YOU'RE ALL IN MY CIRCLE.

I hope you have the best 2025.

Love yall! ❤️ Always here if you need me. Holla at your girl.

It's been one month since I had thyroid surgery!

My biopsy came back clear. 👍

I've been putting Mederma with sunscreen on during the day and Mederma intensive night cream before bed---- scar is almost gone!

If you ever get in a knife fight over Mexican food with the creator of a flash animation/game website---- get you some Mederma.

I had another dumb surgery this week! This time, it was to remove a large mass on my thyroid. The surgeon also had to remove a piece of a bone in my neck. He said it's not cancer but he's doing a biopsy anyway.

For those of you who have known me a long time, you may be thinking, "Dang girl. Didn't you already have issues with your ovaries and adrenal glands and all that other crap?"

And yes. Yes I have.

I have a new endocrinologist, hematologist, and oncologist who are doing some pretty extensive genetic work on me. It looks like I have some sort of endocrine system issue, where I am prone to having trouble with any organ that makes hormones. (All genetic)

Awesome! But at least they're trying to sort me out. I've gone literally decades down here suffering with crappy Louisiana doctors who won't do any sort of testing aside from basic bloodwork.

Anyway. I also learned from this surgery that pain meds do not work on me. I'm talking 4 doses of Dilaudid, morphine, and percoset--- nothing

Sent me home on oxycodone (spell?)

Nothing

Just upset my stomach and made me high without stopping the pain so today I just took Tylenol.

WHY IS MY BODY LIKE THIS WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

ok here's a picture I took when I got home from the hospital. I don't remember taking it. But check out that cut on my neck.

I'm gonna tell people I got it from a knife fight with Tom.

Sorry I've been so scarce. I moved to Canada with @poxpower and we're training and selling battle falcons.

Hmu if you want a falcon. 👍

I'm ready. 👍

Summer is here and I've been doing my best to spend it not in Louisiana. 

I started out by hitting up Galveston Beach in Texas. It was crowded as heck and some girl got attacked by a shark and I ended up at a donut/laundry mat/phone repair place that I'm pretty sure was a drug front but at least the donuts were good and the girl that got bit by a shark was fine.

We then decided to head west and drive to California but to do lots of route 66 stuff on the way there and back.

We hit up the Cadillac Ranch and the Crater, along with some kinda Navajo market and red rock place. It was super windy.

Then we went to Disneyland. The weather was gorgeous. I think I liked it more than Disney World because it was everything close together. No transportation needed go get to the other parks. I loved the Marvel Campus. The Star Wars section is always a favorite and the characters wander more there. I met Boba Fett and Mando.

We went to Universal Hollywood, which was absolute trash. Half the rides were down and not just momentarily, for DAYS. This included Jurassic World, the main ride I was there for. At least I saw a raptor and got Butter Beer but seriously. Crappy, crappy park. Because half the rides were down, that affected the other rides. Mario Kart was a TWO HOUR wait and that ride is NOT eligible for their fast pass system. The Simpsons area was cool at least. I'm a closet Simpsons fan. Got some Duff.

Hit up the San Diego Zoo which was amazing. If you like zoos, you need to go. It's so big that you need an app to get around and they have a free bus system to take you to different areas but their habitats, landscaping, and decor are top notch so the animals are happy and it's immersive to explore. They have a large variety of animals. Pretty much any animal you can imagine.

Went to the La Brea Tar Pits, which has been on my bucket list forever, and the Griffith Observatory, which had beautiful views and a cool planetarium and space exhibits.

We went to Lego Land which was a lot of fun and then hit up a beach near Laguna Beach. The water was COLD! It was still beautiful but I didn't do much swimming. Back home the water is warmer.

On the way home, we went to as many locations as we could find from Fallout New Vegas, including Pioneer Saloon in Goodsprings. We also found Helios One, the Lucky 38, Primm, Jean, Nipton, and the Hoover Dam. I wore a NCR t shirt to all of these locations. 👍

We also hit up the Grand Canyon, which always takes my breath away.

Because it's beautiful but also because the elevation sickness.

My entire state is pretty much below sea level. I think my house is like 33 feet above sea level.

I couldn't breathe the entire time I was in the mountains.

Food? Food. That chocolate cake had fondant to make it look like t-rex skin.

Anyway! I'm heading home for awhile because I don't have any money left. Gonna regroup, do some work, get my finances in order, and then next month drive up to Tennessee to see my new baby great nephew and then hit up Ohio and West Virginia.

Yall behave. Don't ask me for money. I'm broke. ✌️

I don't know the origin of this image but it makes me want to choose violence.

I aint got anything else going on until then, so here's some Fallout show memes. 👇

We drove to central Arkansas to witness totality during the eclipse today.

It was an experience I cannot describe.

I've seen plenty of eclipses from 80% or 90% and it's not even close.

We were with about 100 other people, spread out in a small field at a state park.

It got completely dark in a matter of minutes and pretty much looked like night. Temperature dropped. All the crickets started chirping.

I instantly felt incredibly uneasy. My heart rate jumped to about 120. I felt numb and dizzy.

I thought maybe I was having a panic attack, which is dumb because I know what an eclipse is, I have a damn Master's degree, but when it was over, lots of people around us were also saying they felt dizzy, heart racing etc. The park ranger there told me it's actually very common during totality. For some people, the instant shift to darkness does something in your brain, amygdala gland or something, and it basically triggers your fight or flight. I was thinking that. Like maybe a circadian rhythm thing---- anyway I wasn't prepared for that.

I felt shaky and weird for like an hour.

We made friends with a family from Colorado and got burgers from a route 66 diner place.

Tl;dr

Should you go experience a total eclipse in totality?

Yep